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They say memories are golden well maybe that is true. I never wanted memories, I only wanted you. A million times I needed you, a million times I cried. If love alone could have saved you you never would have died. In life I loved you dearly, In death I love you still. In my heart you hold a place no one could ever fill. If tears could build a stairway and heartache make a lane, I’d walk the path to heaven and bring you back again. Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same. But as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again.


This memorial website was created to remember our dearest Luigi on September 17, 2014 and passed away on February 4, 2019. You will live forever in our memories and hearts.

To my precious boy. I will never forget the day you entered my life. The cutest little black Pug friend anyone could ever ask for. I never realized just how much more than a friend you would become and you became the very best part of each and every single day. 

Oh my boy, how I miss the cuddles, something is missing at night when I try to sleep, something is missing when I arrive home, something is missing when we watch TV. No more crazy screams of "where have you been" when I get home or getting upset with cartoons and zombies on TV and shadows on the walls. 

Ill always remember how you drove Mom crazy waiting and crying at the front door for 2 hours every night when Dad was away on work for 6 months.

With a happy life and good health, We will never know why you left us so soon, that early morning in the dark, sleeping in the bed at my feet. The morning my heart got ripped to shreds, I will never know why I woke up to those last two breaths, maybe to say goodbye to you in this life as your soul drifted away to the rainbow bridge. Way too young at 4 and a half years old, I'm sure the last wag of your tail for bedtime was you telling me it'll be okay.

Now just a very very big part of my heart missing and life is feeling very empty. Dad will be strong my boy, he has to for Mom and your little friend Pixie who are with me still. I know you are in an amazing place now my Lui, a place with even more toys, friends, love and fun. I know one day I will find you in that place precious boy, just not soon enough.

I will always have you in my heart and feel you in my tears. I love you unconditionally and forever my Lui Bear!

12/02/2019: Mommy went to collect your ashes today, I just couldn't do it. I've been crying non stop and I just couldn't, one day we will buy our own house and I promise I'm going to use these ashes to grow the biggest and longest living tree in the garden. I miss you terribly, I'm really struggling. Love you forever

02/05/2019: Pixie has been struggling so much without you, we had to get her a little friend. Never a new friend, just someone to try distract her, I know you are watching over us in any event. I can't seem to find it in my heart to accept this new boy into our lives, I'll get there I guess,  but I can never ever get over you.

I keep imagining you, all over the house and I miss you terribly. I've never felt this pain before. Mommy kept all Yours and Pixies toys and I can't stand to see the new dog playing with them. I hid away your favorite bear because of this. Time heals all, but not the scar on my heart. I guess the hardest thing about those we loose is being left behind. You are in a happy place and We'll meet again my Luigi, soon for you and what will feel like forever for me. Forever and ever I love you!!!


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